Thoughts?

Why do we bother to love when we live to hate?
Love is no more than a hopeless deviation from our true natures...
Love and hate are mere illusions
We wish it were more than an exciting illusion
But unfortunately we hope for more than we deserve
Why do you think beings such as us who perpetuate so much hate
Deserve any love?
True love balances out hate because without one
You cannot have the other (Theoretically)
But who deserves to find it?
If you live a "Good Life"
Do you deserve to find it?


Maybe....

What do you define as good?
Do you help those who need it?
Do you guide the ones who are lost?
Do you follow the teachings of your "God"?

If you say yes to any or all of these things then therein lies the problem
How can you help other when you cant help yourself?
How can you guide the lost if you yourself are lost?
How do you follow the teachings of god if you don't believe in fairy tales?

So back to your love problem...
You will never find love if you are not willing to drop your illusions
And just stop giving a fuck
True love doesn't exist
Hate doesn't exist
God doesn't exist
You don't exist
Maybe I don't exist....
Hmmm...

Am I an illusion?
Did you dream me up?
Am I your conscience?
I think I am...
Hmmm....

I know what you are thinking

And you should be ashamed...